Heartbreak 💔

I always know that relationships is one of the most important things and is the core value that makeup up who I am and who I am becoming, and it has always been something I’ve been striving to fulfil in both romantic relationship and friendships.

Naturally, because of the importance i place in my life, I put a lot of energy into making it a success.

2022

I had a different vision for myself in 2022.

I was in a place where I felt I had everything, all my boxes were ticked: I was in a deep partnership and commitment with this very incredible and amazing human being who was my best friend, my lover, and mentor and we were sharing and living under the same space, on a journey together in designing and fulfilling a dream life together; I was where I wanted to be in terms of my career; as Covid restrictions were coming to an end, I had an immense amount of excitement and anticipation for what is to come.

At the same time, since we moved in together, my love vibration felt off, I was experiencing disconnection, and I felt a deep sense of loneliness with the partnership that I was in.

To love and continue to be in love with someone is a conscious choice. It is something that is engraved in my mind, heart and body. So when our partnership came to an abrupt end, I felt lost and rejected and felt like…